Actual text messages I have sent recently. They have been deliberately mixed up in time frame, and certain lines have been deleted to protect the guilty.

Me: geeeeet online i'm sobored i'm almost sober 1:05 AM

Me: ( so it is on like donkey kong 9:04 AM --- {TW: sexual expletives as humor, mentions of sex-related violence [not as humor!} )

I return, bearing gifts for my long silence. It's kind of like a choose your own adventure! Except it's my life. And it's all together too adventure-y for my taste.

If you'd like to hear about the first ER visit that will eventually lead to my gallbladder being taken out tomorrow: ( Click here [IM conversation with lizcommotion about the first ER visit, on Thursday May 2nd:] other topics: neglect, self-love )

Text conversation a few hours ago:


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Grab bag of things in my head:

( Chat log with Josh! )

Discussing the philosophical similarities of post-war societies as exemplified by the French existentialists and the Japanese post-war weirdos who committed seppuku--at 3AM because I can't sleep ( Read more... )

The witty parts of a long whinge about another amazing clusterfuck I've once again gotten myself into, with bonus
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Okay, so
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So I've been writing. You may know this, you may not ( Read more... )

This is for someone who should know who he is-especially since I'm going to link him to this post once it goes live.

(Oh, and anyone else would know, too, if you checked the tags.)

Download all 25 songs here.

( This is not precisely a list of love songs [though it is a very long list of songs] )

(4:07:13 AM) Erika: shit ( Read more... )